It was an unexpedtedly thing to happen when me and jonas meet last August 5, 2007. A day before we meet, we don’t have idea of possible meeting in reality, until we have log-in in chat at the same time and get a communication between us after a long time not talking with each other. I lost my cellphone that number he was known before. I bought a new number, and I’m calm and not thinking about him after that. But I knew that he has a plan to go here in the Philippines, but i don’t believe it was me he was looking out here, i just thought that he will just have a travel to experience sights here in Asia and not the idea of looking for a girl to have a serious relationship.
That time I knew that he was in Cebu at that moment. And he plan to fly to manila the day after to meet me. I don’t know what to feel that time, i was nervous. He ask me if i have read his email last week when he was in malaysia. But i have not read that already since then. It was his first time to view me in the webcam when he was in cebu chatting, because in sweden he cannot access any videos from chat. I ask what can he say about my looks, now that he has seeing me live in camera., then he replied, … that I’m like a princess.. he added if he can meet my parents afterwards. But that moment i refuse to his favors – the reason is that I’m not sure if he will like me after.
Then we meet in reality, i bring her some oranges for him to taste. And i notice that his looks was really different from the pictures he have sent me on net. Yes, I saw that he was big on the pictures, but his face really look nice, his eyes and his lips they are like so perfect to fall my heart on. But well if you can see on the picture, he was not photogenic, as he always says ” he looks drunk on picture always.” But aside from that he cuts his hair already, because in the pictures he has this very big bulky hair, like he was wearing a big wig. And he really looks so handsome, I can’t describe how good he looks so much.
We talk on the hotel in an hour, about my work, about his trip to other place in Asia, about his situation working with Finnish people, his mother, and about my refusal meeting my parents. We went out to eat dinner, and I call zhara jay (my bestfriend) to meet him after. We meet zhara jay at ortigas. We stay at Mcdonalds and she makes a long conversation with Jonas about his dream business. Though I also give some points of view but only rare. That time I knew how this guy really makes different, he is not shy to speak about his dreams, and his dreams always with consideration about the fairness with his self and to the other. That time i was asking my self, haven’t it crossed my mind these kind of things? would he like me for I am so simple, very ordinary and speaks and contrast a little to every mind matters. Well I’m not intelligent – that’s what I’m worried of.
This idea came from when have talk to a guy beside his sit on the airplane going to cebu about his business of job agency. This guy owns this job agency. And he came up an idea about putting a job agency here in Philippines that will recruit nurses and train their languages for 8-10 months and pay them regular salary of common employee here. He can make communication with their local government there in Sweden and make contract with the Local Hospitals to get their health worker in his Job agency. Because he said that there will be a health care crisis will be going out the near future. So its nice to put up that kind of business here and will come to 
an income with several millions. That is a big kind of business – but everybody is a winner as what he always say. But of course, it needs a big investment also, that he might be died with in able to come up then. That time I cannot imagine how it will be act in reality.
Then we finnished talking at 3am, it was really exhausting moment, i was not able to bring my bag i left it on the room, so I was not able to retouch seeing these oil in my face and looking like zombie that time. We have a long walk going to the highway. We left zarah a long the way and we take this bus ride. The driver really drive fast that Jonas cannot almost believe he was loaded to that kind of ride. It was the fastest ride he ever experience in his whole life, and probably the most dangerous ride. He can never imagine what he feel that moment. I was really shy that time, i also don’t expect that kind of ride we have tried that night.
And we came back,.. on the elevator of the hotel, there was two lover going up, and the girl was smoking. She ask Jonas if he mind her smoking inside. Well the girl was really like a tough girl, i don’t want to say he likes Jonas. But well I’m not jealous even its the first time we meet, because we are not that close yet, and I don’t know how far this things will continue then. But one word he says to me when we came back after meeting zarah jay… ” Donna,… you are so wonderful.” I don’t know what to say – coz I don’t know what’s next…
